The test results came back today. It was negative. I have been an emotional wreck all day. I know it will get better, God has a plan, it wasn't meant to be, something better will come, you just have to be patient.
It sucks and nothing can make me feel better today. Its not fair.
I have contacted Dr. Pablo to see about fertilizing the eggs we have frozen. More bad news... They used all of Niks sperm so he will have to go back for another operation to get more.
Since we had to stay an extra week last time we were there, we are now over our 90 days allowed per year in Ecuador. We will have to see if we can get an extension to be allowed back in the country. As it is now, we will have to wait 9 months before we can come back.
Now we are just going to have to pray that we are granted an extension so Nik can go and have his operation. Then we will have to fertilize my eggs and hope we have a healthy baby girl.
This has been the single worst thing I have ever had to go thru. I wouldn't wish it on any woman. We are not going to give up. We will keep trying until we succeed.
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